Deviant Dreams

Friday, December 9

You think it might be a cancer and your life changes, you try to enjoy it before knowing the real results...

You think it might be a cancer and you try to love better before it all starts...

you think it might be a cancer, and you think about the worse things and you will accept all the conditions within yourself...
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Monday, January 31

تلخی زندگی از یک جا که بزند بالا دیگر مزه اش را نمی فهمی قورت می دهی تا تمام شود
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Je suis seul comme le reste du monde.
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Saturday, January 15


An Elegy for you.

I found you when I was 6 in the narrow alleys of Mashhad, We played, giggled, laughed and talked about all the creepy things we could. lots of fireworks, lost of biking, soccer, snow fights...


8 years ago, we lost you in a highway, under a giant truck on some snowy days...

5 years ago, I left them by taking off from that land...

I miss you but I hope you are all in joy and happiness and peace.

love you my old friend, Ghobad.
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Wednesday, January 5


You are the result of an enormous mistake...

Between, happy birthday!

Between, happy new year!
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Monday, October 4

It is hard to say NO to a person you have always wished to be with.
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Sunday, October 3

I feel like a piece of shit
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Wednesday, September 1

It comes easily and goes away easily...
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Sunday, August 22

sometimes I need to dig a very deep well and make sure there is no water or seeds there, and whisper my feelings into the well and fill it with concrete and never let it grow back again....
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Friday, August 20

The deepest grief happens when you see the stupidity of humanity -
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Thursday, August 5

Time does not change people core, the foundation of their characters. Time does not change everything but only maybe in movies.
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Monday, August 2

I took me a year to become brave enough to throw my stone very high!!!!!!
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Thursday, April 29

Sad is the word
Love is the life
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Wednesday, April 21

thinking of moving
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Thursday, April 15

This one is flying away too.
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Wednesday, April 14

Do you act to live

or do you live to act?

That is the biggest difference between developing countries and the developed countires.
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